after all happened..

true love means to share your heart and not be lonely, to be warm, happy, that sort of thing. but is that it truly means?
true love? i used to believe it existed, but when you've had your heart torn out and thrown on the floor, do u will care anymore??
i don't know..
i don't know a thing about love.
i don't know how to love without losing self respect.
i don't know what to do.
when i fall in love, i become a complete idiot,haha

aku ngomong apa sih,g penting.
g ganti ganti ceritanya,harusnya udah tutup buku dari kemaren kemaren.
well,anggap aja ini coretan masa lalu yang harus diambil hikmahnya sebagai pelajaran untuk masa depan. don't get stuck!!

sometimes all u need is a broken heart to realize that something even better is right in front of your eyes, just waiting to be found..
and sometimes u need people around you to tell you what's right and what's wrong, when your eyes blinded by tears..

hmm..ini lebih untuk menyemangati diri sendiri sii.
hehe
i can stand up once again on my own!!i promise my self :)

tiga

...

still feel the same,
it's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.
but i'm going to make myself stronger no matter how i have to do it.
we must embrace the pain and burn it as fuel for our journey,don't waste your energy!!right?^^9

empty..

byk orang menyadari perubahan perubahan yg cukup signifikan padaku.
yg jadi murung lah, tambah diem, sering terlihat sedih :(
tambah g jelas dlm arti sebenarnya (haha)
hmmm, tapi aku rasa ini semua emg butuh proses.
pikiran dan hati g selalu bisa sejalan kn?

hufft, g ada ide, g ada inspirasi. kerjaanku hanya bernyanyi sepanjang hari *udh mirip burung brkicau g brenti2 pokoknya :D
ini salah satu lagunyaa..


Big Big Girl by Emilia

i'm a big big girl
in a big big world
it's not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that
i do do will miss you much
miss you much...

i can see the first leaf falling
it's all yellow and nice
it's so very cold outside
like the way i'm feeling inside

i'm a big big girl
in a big big world
it's not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that
i do do will miss you much
miss you much...

outside it's now raining
and tears are falling from my eyes
why did it have to happen
why did it all have to end

i'm a big big girl
in a big big world
it's not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that
i do do will miss you much
miss you much...

i have your arms around me ooooh like fire
but when i open my eyes
you're gone...

i'm a big big girl
in a big big world
it's not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do do feel that
i do do will miss you much
miss you much...

i'm a big big girl
in a big big world
it's not a big big thing if you leave me
but i do feel i will miss you much
miss you much...


hyaaah,begitulah..
saking byknya yg ada di kepala mlh jd g bisa ku ungkapin semua. hhe
just always have to move on,smgd^^9

PALSU

bukan apa apa ato bagaimana..
tapi lagu ini kayaknya ngena banget buat pengalamanku kemaren,hahaha
stay strong girl!keep singing!!=DD

Senangnya dulu saat bersamamu
Setiap waktu terasa indah bagiku
Saat kau memelukku, ku makin jatuh cinta
Takkan ku lupa rayuan cintamu

Bahagia yang kurasa, hanya sementara
Ku terbuai cintamu

Dulu kau bilang... sayang padaku
Dan dulu kau bilang... ya cuma aku
Selalu kau bilang... kau rindu aku
Tapi ternyata, (ternyata) semua itu palsu

Dulu kau bilang kau sayang padaku
Dan dulu kau bilang ya cuma ada aku
Slalu kau bilang kau rindukan aku
Tapi ternyata semuanya itu palsu

dua

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